| Kira
O’Reilly
Friday
18 August
Inthewrongplaceness
(A slow crushing dance with a pig for one person at a time.)
I dream I am laying next to pigskin, pig alive but skin open to no
interior.
I am stroking the ears closely.
Inthewrongplaceness
first performed at Home, Camberwell,
London,
January 2005 Photo Manuel
Vason
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This piece emerges from a period of research during which I worked with
newly dead
pigs being used for medical research. After the scientists had put the pig
to into a non-
recoverable anaesthetic and had taken the lungs, I then took a biopsy of
the pig’s skin
from which to cultivate skin cells in vitro, in preparation to work from
a biopsy of my
own body’s skin.
When I cut pig I have an urge to delve both hands into the belly, to
meld into her warm
flesh, my blood and her blood, for a moment the same temperature before
one lowers
cataclysmically.
You stupid, stupid cow.
The primary culture of pig dermal fibroblasts proliferates with abundance.
Performing or rather rehearsing that scenario four times with pig cadavers;
using the pig
as dummy, stand in, double, twin, other self, doll, imaginary self; making
fiercely tender
and ferocious identifications with the pig, imaginings of mergence with
the pig, co-cultured
selves, cultivating and nurturing those piggy bits for months. Taking a
cutting of 'something'
that felt like someone dying and keeping a little bit of it living and proliferating
-like a plant.
The work left me with an undercurrent of pigginess, unexpected fantasies
of mergence and
interspecies metamorphoses began to flicker into my consciousness. Strange
dreams of porcine/
human flesh manifestations that I realised I wanted to realise in the laboratory.
The narrator of Marie Darrieussecq’s novel Pig Tales confides the
beginning of her own porcine
transformation:
' I'd put on weight - four or five pounds, perhaps - because I'd started
feeling constantly hungry,
and I could see in the mirror that these pounds had distributed themselves
nicely around my figure.
Without sports, without any particular exercise, my flesh had become firmer,
smoother, plumper
than before. Now I understand that this extra weight and the wonderful quality
of my flesh must
have been the very first symptoms. |
Archive
Kira O’Reilly: Inthewrongplaceness Performed Saturday
19 August Penzance Town Centre
Over
a period of four hours on the second Friday of Tract, viewers were escorted,
one at a time, from the gallery shop to a back alley in the middle of
Penzance. They were then led through a small door and down a corridor
to an old disused social club. There it was explained that they could
‘touch both animal and human flesh’ and were given latex gloves in order
to do so. They were then sent in, alone, to witness the performance inthewrongplaceness.
Dimly lit, with dark red carpeted floor and cheap fake-wood panelling,
the club had the aura of a seedy soho brothel or sex-cinema. In the furthest
room overlooking the statue of Humphry Davy and Market Jew Street, Kira
O’Reilly, who was naked, was lying on the carpet with a recently slaughtered
pig. There was a faint smell of blood, and no sound except that of traffic,
and of Friday night-pub goers who would not have been aware of her presence
in the room only a few yards away from them.
Kira’s limbs were entwined with the dead pig’s, and because their skin
colour was so close it wasn’t immediately obvious which ones were hers.
She moved slowly across the floor like a dancer leading a slightly smaller,
more passive partner, rolling slowly over, occasionally heaving the heavy
carcass up in order to move it. Her hair appeared dampened by a mixture
of sweat and blood, and her skin pale.
She looked completely absorbed in the activity to an extent that the viewer
who was only 3 or 4 feet away from her did not feel threatened. There
was still an intensity to the experience of watching it that was difficult
to describe. The performance was too strange and too cold to be erotic.
It was anxiety-provoking and a bit scary, partly because there was no
boundary between performer and watcher, yet it still had a macabre beauty.
Kira’s performance could not have generated more of a media storm. Although
largely ignored by local papers as a story too hot to handle, all the
national papers picked up on it and ran stories on the morning of the
performance, some with full page articles. Unfortunately they made no
real attempt to engage with the content of the work, and their cursory
handling of the issues amounted to a complete misrepresentation. The tabloids
in particular emphasized the more salacious aspects of the piece, and
used photos of previous versions of the performance featuring Kira in
the nude. The coverage portrayed the performance as smutty, a waste of
taxpayers money, and a violation of animal rights.
In fact there was no sense that any of the participants were being exploited,
and indeed Kira appeared to treat the pig with extreme reverence and love.
Importantly too, disappointingly for the tabloids, there was nothing smutty
or titillating about it. In fact Kira’s nudity had a completely different
meaning that was lost in the press coverage. The most useful point of
reference here is Francis Bacon, the painter, who lived in Soho and, famously
painted carcasses of animals, juxtaposing them with nudes. Kira’s work
traversed a similar subject area. Because Kira’s relationship with the
pig was so intimate, it seemed to be a symbol or substitute for a dead
human being. The piece therefore became a very strong and haunting statement
about mortality, and for the duration of the performance Kira seemed to
be bravely confronting and indeed embracing her own death.
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